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Originally Posted by IceStoneMoon  I used to do it by rubbing a pencil on the ruler. I did it on my wrist once. Guess what it looked like....
More to come but i.m in a rush. Lonely still? you don't tell much, it's harder to tell where you're coming from and i have a question or 2 to maybe bring you out more, but not sure you want that. Yes? No? (Other?)
More 2 come but i'm a slow thinker and i like to get important tnings right. By Monday.
you BET I'll answer but it'll take some thought time first. By monday. |
I'm not still lonely but I was for a short while when I couldn't see my friends in the evening. Not anything bad or anything. I see them a lot now. Well, not lately... I'm too busy on this poetry site I just joined.
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Originally Posted by You Know Who I just thought of another one of my habits. I always cut my piece of toast in half and then hold each half into a half so its like a quarter....Dunno why I do it. |
That's what I do. *nods*
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Originally Posted by IceStoneMoon Have you ever heard of an OLD movie called PSYCHO? In it a guy stabs a woman who is taking a shower. (I hope I haven't made things worse! It's a horror flick, NOT a documentary!) That scared me into your behaviour for YEARS! Finally I got tired of being scared of unlikely things happening and taught myself to get in a shower and not look around. I had to force myself to do it and practice it a lot.
As far as ghosts and demons, water , especially running water, is supposedly one of the most cleansing things you can do. A shower is one of the least likely places for them to show up.! |
I haven't heard of it but I have seen different things on different TV shows referring to a scene like that. Yes, a shower... But then again, I can never stay in a closet alone. O.o Especially my stepmom's. After hearing that door open while no one was there I'm never going in her bathroom when she's not in there.
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Originally Posted by IceStoneMoon shirt-sucking: I loved the feel of the air bubbles going through the fabric on my tongue.
I love the taste of blood. Only when it happens naturally, like a loose tooth or something, but I just love the copper flavor. Should I be afraid I'm going to turn into a vampire or something? Nah. But there IS a small part of me that enjoys accidental small injuries so I can (quick while nobody's looking!) sneek a tiny taste.
I CAN"T STAND biting my nails. I hate the feel of when you succeed in biting through the nail and your teeth click together. EEEEE!
I become sarcastic when I am a combination of stressed and angry, and I stay sarcastic until I calm down. Sometimes that takes a while
Lots of silly food habits: DON'T YOU DARE mix my peas and potatoes and meat. Not even have them touch! I don't INSIST on it anymore but when I cook for myself I do it just how I like it. I eat the crust around the edges of a sandwich and then eat the rest of the sandwich. (Mom wouldn't let us cut the crust off DON"T WASTE FOOD so this is my way around it. |
I used to hate my food being mixed up. I still kinda do. With the sandwhich thing, I do the same exact thing. I used to do it with the little crackers in a packet my grandma always makes sure to buy but now I just cut them in half and then continue to cut those pieces in half.
Another habit:
Dr.Pepper. I guess I adopted the habit from my mom. For as long as I can remember, she's always been seen with a Dr.Pepper bottle. She's addicted to it, definitely. I myself love it but I only limit myself to three a day when I'm at my grandparent's every weekend where they treat it like its a priority to make sure I have enough Dr.Pepper. O.o
Another Habit:
I have rooms that I must keep out of. I've already said my stepmom's closer but here are a few more places. It's been months since I've went to my best friend's but here are some place where I just can't be alone in: Her room. When she leaves, something about her room just seems terrifying. Her bathroom and on her staircase. I just can't be there alone. With her bedroom, it was possibly the feeling that something was in the corner that caused my feelings of dread when alone. Sometimes it's like my mind makes pictures and I just can't keep them away. In the corner, I just could imagine a black figure with this mask-like face that kinda looked gold-ish. I couldn't keep my eyes off the corner and it didn't help that the room was freakishly cold but that was probably because her dad normally would freeze us out of the house. I practically begged her to go downstairs with me but she wouldn't budge so then I kept asking her if we could go over to that side of the room. I do have to admit it did get colder over there and when I stood in the corner I almost ran from it after a second. In that corner I experienced something my friend had said she'd felt. It's like there's something inside of you that you've intertwined with and you can feel it breathe inside of your throat. O.o Then I got a headache and a stomache from standing there. I let my friend stand there and at first she said that she didn't feel anything and then that she did. For the whole time I was there, I just couldn't stop thinking about that. A reason why I can't be in here bathroom or on her staircase maybe because of what happened last summer. It was nothing big but I had to brush my teeth and I asked her to come with me and when I looked up in the mirror, I saw a little black ball looking thing rolling on the carpet just outside the bathroom door. I also feel a bit nervous about going into her kitchen alone because of another thing that happened. We were just talking on the same day that staircase thing happened and we get on the subject of the little "ghosties" and I just see a streak of black go by very quickly behind the chair she's sitting in and then I hear something exhale or inhale. O.o We go upstairs later because of that. At my grandma's, I stay away from the kitchen and anywhere near it. It's kinda nervous making being in there because I've seen so many shadows out of the corner of my eye pass through there. Of course, this isn't about my ghostly experiences. Just my habits and WHY I have them. So that's why I stay away from those places. I'm being a bit braver now but definitely not at my grandma's.
Okay, I think that's all my habits. Maybe.